in my selfishness
In my selfishness I have been an embarrassment. I felt like I had the licence to make myself feel better after being stressed out at work and overcoming some uncomfortable personal circumstances.
I felt like I could just play hard. Do what I want to do, when I want to do it. And that I could leave serving God to when I felt better. Thankfully God loved me and was patient with me. It's not about timing, it's about time in- just like the share market.
What have I learned after waking up from my selfishness? Don't wait for a right time to serve God, just serve.
My hope is in you- Aaron Shust
I meet with You and my soul sings out
As Your word throws doubt far away
I sing to You and my heart cries Holy!
Hallelujah, Father, You're near!
(Chorus)
My hope is in You, Lord
All the day long
I won't be shaken by drought or storm
A peace that passes understanding is my song
And I sing
My hope is in You, Lord
I wait for You and my soul finds rest
In my selfishness, You show me grace
I worship You and my heart cries Glory
Hallelujah, Father You're here!