As I think back at my past crushes, I blush and think of the child I used to be. As per tv dramas, I would fancy myself to be in love with people I know nothing about. I would be willing in an heart beat to sacrifice myself - throw myself in front of a moving car for these people. Or so I thought. I could change, learn new things, become someone new. That's my problem: I love too much, with too much intensity, setting myself up for failure. 

As I grew up and got my heart broken. As I watched those around me fall in love and get their hearts broken, I found out that tv dramas and fairy tales are just that, they are fiction. I'm starting to doubt there is someone out there that would reciprocate the type of love I have to offer. Someone who would stick by me through the ups and downs just as I am willing to stick by them. 

我的眼光和心思，單單注視你，喔！耶穌
[My sight and thoughts, are solely directed at you, oh, Jesus]
隨著你心律動，甜蜜的靈來充滿我
[Following you will, Your sweet soul fills me]

放下為自己抓住的，放手交給你，我的主
[ Leaving behind things that hold me, letting go and giving it to you, my lord]
我願使你歡喜，對你的愛不斷湧流
[I want to make you happy, for your love continuously flows]

我生命氣息全然為你，如同香膏傾倒
[my life is completely for you, like a balm]
無悔地付出，只願你心得滿足
[Giving unregrettably, just wanting you to be fulfilled]

我生命氣息全然為你，如同香膏傾倒
[My life is completely for you, like a balm]
全心來獻上，最深刻真摯的愛
[Whole heartedly I dedicate, the deepest love]