But as if this was some black comedy the door hit way harder than I had ever imagined. Not only was the trip cancelled for now. It was cancelled for good. Not only did my state announce that the borders were closed to that particular state, but all states almost closed their borders to Victoria. And I received a text message saying it's over. 

I had to re-read the message a few times, who breaks up with someone via text? Thankfully, I have had time now to digest and time to heal. I've had time to reconnect with my first love. I have not been abandoned by someone eternal, just someone temporarily. So that we can rekindle the love with the creator of the Earth. 

This has been my creed since the breakup. I sing it in my sleep, when I wake, during my waking hours. When I am trying to understand why the rug has been pulled from right underneath me. I know that God's ways are higher than my own. And his Thoughts consume the great unknown.