I just started to read 90 minutes in heaven. It's about a man who was pronounced dead for 1.5 hours in a car accident, how he saw heaven during that time and his journey to recovery. Cried for a while, might give it a break before I move on. Although I have a job, I have my studies, my friends and family. I feel like the things of this earth are so temporary, that they aren't real. 

I feel so distant from the desires of this world. I feel like my friends around me are chasing after things that don't matter to me anymore. I used to chase after money, prestige, relationships with friends and romantic partner. 

Right now, all I am trying to do is look after the body God has give me so that I can serve him. And trying to take responsibility for the tasks assigned to me. 

But this song resounds with me... this doesn't feel like home. I don't feel like I belong.