This is not where I belong

02:00:00 Karen Li 0 Comments

I just started to read 90 minutes in heaven. It's about a man who was pronounced dead for 1.5 hours in a car accident, how he saw heaven during that time and his journey to recovery. Cried for a while, might give it a break before I move on. Although I have a job, I have my studies, my friends and family. I feel like the things of this earth are so temporary, that they aren't real. 
I feel so distant from the desires of this world. I feel like my friends around me are chasing after things that don't matter to me anymore. I used to chase after money, prestige, relationships with friends and romantic partner. 
Right now, all I am trying to do is look after the body God has give me so that I can serve him. And trying to take responsibility for the tasks assigned to me. 
But this song resounds with me... this doesn't feel like home. I don't feel like I belong. 






Sometimes it feels like I'm watching from the outside 
Sometimes it feels like I'm breathing but am I alive 
I won't keep searching for answers that aren't here to find

All I know is I'm not home yet 
This is not where I belong 
Take this world and give me Jesus 
This is not where I belong

So when the walls come falling down on me 
And when I'm lost in the current of a raging sea 
I have this blessed assurance holding me.

All I know is I'm not home yet 
This is not where I belong 
Take this world and give me Jesus 
This is not where I belong

When the earth shakes I wanna be found in You 
When the lights fade I wanna be found in You

All I know is I'm not home yet 
This is not where I belong 
Take this world and give me Jesus 
This is not where I belong
[x2]

Where I belong, where I belong
Where I belong, where I belong


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